Because I matter too, I have to learn to take care of myself the same way I take care of others. As the oldest child of eight in the home, I was shaped to be a caretaker. Take care of the household. Take care of my siblings. Take care of everyone and everything, but I wasn't taught to make sure I took care of myself the same way. Fast forward 20+ years later, I find myself overwhelmed with life. I am a wife and mother of 3, and one of the 3 now resides in my heart until I can hold her in my arms again. Life has happened, and I have left myself float alongside of it. Sometimes just doing anything and everything to keep me busy, and keep me from thinking. Just two months ago, I gave birth to this beautiful and precious baby boy. He is our rainbow of hope after the storm my family has been through. He's a blessing our angel has sent our way. But little did I know that his arrival would cause so many bottled emotio...